This, however, I *did* write (a long time ago)

11 Sep

CAD upon a midnight dreary, bloodshot eyes welled up and teary
Revising a project that had changed a thousand times before
There I sat, not even blinking – into slumber I was sinking
Pots of coffee I was drinking, drinking to stay off the floor
“How long will this last?” I wondered, gazing at my office door
Had been there since the night before

Though fuzzy now, I still remember the hour of which my comembers
Abandoned me to alone dismember these drawings – what an awful chore!
Against all hope to hold back sorrow, vainly trying time to borrow
To finish that job before the morrow, tomorrow when I would sleep once more
Bed with pillow, couch, chair or floor
Tomorrow I would sleep once more

Where was my undo command? I thought I had them all at hand
I looked again, and there it was, where it had not been before
Deciding then to abdicate some recent work, I undid eight
Aghast, I realized my fate – I only meant to undo four
Stupid mistakes like this I invariably deplore
Forced again to redraw more

To make that wall a little longer so the shear force would be stronger
I had to change the roof slope and eliminate a door
Architect would not allow for that, there for the moment I just sat
Waiting for him to come back with a design he could adore
Nary a sound I heard as he entered, returning through my office door
Red ink upon the paper more

There upon my check plots peering, as I stood there, knowing, fearing,
Before he even gestured I knew that he had changed the plan some more
Finally the silence broken, as he started to betoken
The words from his mouth hardly spoken uttered changes I knew to abhor
“Flip the plan and change the elevation of the second floor
Merely this and nothing more”

“Can’t you just a button press to make more sense out of this mess?”
I said OK to appease him and send him from my space once more
Back to my workstation turning, anger towards him stronger burning,
Sure my next paycheck I’d be earning not only just a little more
This shock to my system must be worth not only just a little more
Started coffee pot number four

Music streaming from my speakers, helping me from growing weaker
Screaming songs to match the feeling of the hairdo that I wore
Nodding off and half awake, suddenly a double take
I pinched myself for dreaming’s sake – what now do my eyes absorb?
Everything was in its place, it appeared I had to do no more
I stood and breathed – a pallid countenance I no longer wore
I felt as though on sunny shore

And as I felt it, a glint of light shone in to aid me from my plight
Dawn’s radiant hues had lifted my soul – I could feel it in my core
But to chagrin my heart’s elation {Unhandled Access Violation}
“NO!” I screamed, “Not my creation!” I paced around my office floor
In desperation tried to get my drawing back to where it was before
Audit or recover, ultimately my file I could not restore
My drawing simply was no more

Though the morn was shining brilliant, and I thought myself resilient
My keyboard could not withstand the shock of my mouse hitting it with force
It was over, I conceded – by the deadline it was not completed
And I sat there, feeling defeated, rejected and forlorn
I looked at my computer, letting sink in the horror of that wretched morn
I turned my back, went home to sleep – trudged out my office door
And there I pledged it, “Nevermore”


Posted by on September 11, 2008 in Uncategorized


5 responses to “This, however, I *did* write (a long time ago)

  1. Cogg

    September 11, 2008 at 2:19 pm

    [ciò è buono]

  2. The only Mason girl

    September 11, 2008 at 4:39 pm

    From Jen: Gah you guys are so much a like. Long drawn out blogs that I need a dictionary to sort through. Thanks for the headache. From the Wife: Babe this is amazing! Your so talented and I can't wait to read more! ; )Haha!

  3. antman

    September 11, 2008 at 4:46 pm

    It's ok. I'll admit I needed a dictionary for a few of the words, just to make sure they meant what I thought they did. Of course, that was supposed to be "feeling" not "felling." I always transpose my double letters. Well, almost.

  4. Robin Capper

    December 30, 2010 at 10:16 pm


  5. Odd Goderstad

    January 13, 2011 at 12:11 am

    Absolutly fantastic!


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